When someone says something that makes you think over and over again in a way you don't like thinking.
It is far too overwhelming.
Starting to think like Samuel Beckett.
Starting to live like a character out of a Camus novel.
Starting to realise the submerging truths that were always there.
Starting to learn.
In another dimension, losing eye contact, feeling sadder and sadder about the way my life
is spiralling and I am not sure I can deal with the way my life is cut in half.
And the way I live in these two different worlds.
I'm not sure I can deal with me any more.
I am just not sure of anything.
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