My learning Journal.

Is now the time to start learning the unapproachable subject; love?

Will you go out with me?

5 syllables. There will only ever be two true answers and it’s a risk. It's like asking someone to bungee jump with you, the jump might be the most exhilarating experience you ever have but what about the side effects? Of course the question is easy to answer though because we are all guilty of being so ignorant.

I grew up with 2 sisters and a brother. When my parents divorced in 1998 I got used to not having my mum around anymore, her presence was only in faded perfume and I felt as though a feminine part of me was taken away. All childhoods are difficult, the art of stabilisation is difficult to achieve even for the parents. Then when we started visiting my mother we got used to all of us sleeping in the same bed, I guess it was a comfort thing. I became so attached to sleeping next to people (obviously not guys, I was 9years old!)

When I grew up I realised that all of us had to face reality and independence. For me it is still not easy to achieve, as my nostalgia refuses to let me get over that phase of my life.

So, did my childhood leave me yearning for love and independence? Outside of class are we still desperate to learn?

Are we blind to what we should see, or is it part of our existence? As the world still continues with full ignorance.

Blindness isn’t sickness

When you have closed your eyes

The whole time

Open them and you will see

That we hold open arms back to you

If you let us

We could love you once more,

Fade ‘before’ from your mind

And only then

The sunshine could make you blind.